Ramblings 1

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I try to live in a blur offered by this life I never chose. I try to seek what is good yet there is nothing. I see nothing but unimaginable pain, hatred and misery. I have nothing beside me but the numbness inside my chest and  helpless silent cries each night. There is no escape, nothing will ever free me from this chain of overwhelming sadness.

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